code: ambivalent (journal, 2nd trim)
For the past months I had been ambivalent. Because my mom said I need to know if I'm going to study in Switzerland next school year or not. As you can see, I got ambivalent I cried for the past few days and get my mind clear these things up. I got my mind made up, so the decision is I'm not going to Switzerland. But still I'm not sure of my decision. Why did I post this? Because I'm getting distracted of my schoolwork just because of this. I think that's all I can think of, that really pisses me of.
